So I was sitting here playing a game on my computer waiting for the heat of the day to go down so I could sleep and all of the sudden I get the feeling to contact an old friend who I haven't spoken to in like 2 years. A friend that I haven't even thought about in many months. Why do I need to contact this friend, I have no idea. But contact I did, I sent him a message via Facebook and have no idea if he's going to even read it but I hope that he knows that I was thinking about him and wishing him the best in all he does.
It's weird when you get those promptings and you have no idea what will come of them. I'm kinda scared to see if there will be any contact back, the last time we actually saw each other we weren't on very good terms. We called and texted for a short period of time but nothing was ever the same. It's been about 5 years since we've seen each other and who knows how he has changed. I once thought he was the man I was going to marry but things took a sharp unexpected turn and our relationship was never the same.
Why am I feeling this way?? I have no idea, all I wanted to do was let to apartment cool down so I could get some sleep, but instead I find myself thinking about this friend and what has become of them. I'm worried about them and don't even know why. I hope they are doing well but I've feared for quite some time now that they have strayed from the Gospel of Jesus Christ. I pray that they haven't but that feeling has never left when I think of this friend. I can only wonder what kind of life they have lead in the last 5 years. I feel like there is something going on with them and that I need to be there for them but I just can't.
I guess this is one of those times when all you can do is pray for them and hope for the best. I pray that God will give peace to my heart regarding this person and that they find that path that is best suited for them. I wish them luck and good fortune.
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